— Jeremy Bentham (via observando)
— Ian Thomas, I Wrote This For You (via elegantdelights)
What I look like to my boyfriend when I have a specific food craving
Having been through back to back series of challenges to overcome and really high successes only to be situated in a place in my life where I’m forced to be at a standstill. No longer am I subject to determining how much I know and recall for an exam. Now it’s “am I good enough on paper? ” at least enough for an employer to give me the slight chance opportunity to interview. My days of productivity and purpose became paper pushing and constant self-insecurity of worthiness. I had passions and aspirations for certain specialties over others in my field. How am I to sell myself to a person for a job I can’t even relate myself to? These empty call backs, futile emails, and run arounds to hiring managers who disguise themselves hidden behind alternative personas not to be found….suck. God has a plan for me. But seriously, I have no clue what to do with myself until then.